'A Pandemonium Of Maybe's'
Maybe I came too late,
Maybe I should have come before he had hurt you
Maybe I'm too early
Maybe I should have come much later,
when you had already got over him.
But I was here, and I wanted you.
Maybe I was foolish to think of 'us'
when I have been thinking of myself for so long.
Maybe I misinterpreted your kindness for love
Could you blame me?
When ruthlessness is what you deal with,
An ounce of kindness can ignite the hope of being wanted
Maybe I can fix this.
Maybe I can still talk to you again.
Maybe you will hurt me everyday,
Maybe it's all I deserve.
Maybe because I can't seem to feel anymore,
So, I want to feel the pain love gives again.
Maybe I will get over this,
Maybe I will remember you like the last one
that broke my heart.
Maybe I will blame you
Maybe I will fill guilty
All I know is I wanted you to stay
And all I have are just a number of 'Maybe's'
Maybe you will be the star in someone else's sky,
Maybe you will be the only reason keeping me alive.